online therapy search engines:

Psychology Today - Find a Therapist

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists

Christian Counselor Directory

https://www.christiancounselordirectory.com/

My Counseling Online

https://mycounselor.online/christian-counselors/

American Association for Marriage & Family Therapy

https://www.aamft.org/Directories/Find_a_Therapist.aspx?hkey=014b5b26-bc27-43b0-beeb-c590352e8235

Association for Behavioral and Cognitive Therapies

https://services.abct.org/i4a/memberDirectory/index.cfm?directory_id=3&pageID=3282

Beck Institute - Cognitive Behavioral Therapy

https://cares.beckinstitute.org/get-treatment/clinician-directory/

Faithful Counseling

www,faithfulcounseling.com

There are many others....this is just a list to get you started on your journey.